since u stil can lie to mi after everything happen..
im tired of every types of complaint they had told mi..
dun noe wat i can do,to make sure tat i hav did my job..as a sister...
i always luv u.. always n neva feel bored to do so..
i care for every1 in the family..
it's seems like hard to tell face to face..
but i really did..im our papa type..
shy to speak out..but actually v did care n luv~
juz dunno the way to express it..
it's really bothering when i heard the -ve things bout u again..
but cant do much coz im nt there wif u all--my luvly family...
i used to left u all far far apart..
since im 16..
i juz try my best to do wat ever i can..
n i found out everytime i get bec..v'll hav the communication gap..
it's hurt..when u said"u r nt in the same channel wif us"..
it's hurt when u said"u r out d la"
mayb it's a bit rude when i scold u..
mayb im to0 strict on u..
it's all bcoz i dunno the right way to express wat i wanna tell u...
i wish to teach u to make the right decision..
i wish u can be independence..
