it's bothering mi..!

im confused n dun noe wat to trust..

since u stil can lie to mi after everything happen..

im tired of every types of complaint they had told mi..

dun noe wat i can do,to make sure tat i hav did my job..as a sister...

i always luv u.. always n neva feel bored to do so..

i care for every1 in the family..

it's seems like hard to tell face to face..

but i really did..im our papa type..

shy to speak out..but actually v did care n luv~

juz dunno the way to express it..

it's really bothering when i heard the -ve things bout u again..

but cant do much coz im nt there wif u all--my luvly family...

i used to left u all far far apart..

since im 16..

i juz try my best to do wat ever i can..

n i found out everytime i get bec..v'll hav the communication gap..

it's hurt..when u said"u r nt in the same channel wif us"..

it's hurt when u said"u r out d la"

mayb it's a bit rude when i scold u..

mayb im to0 strict on u..

it's all bcoz i dunno the right way to express wat i wanna tell u...

i wish to teach u to make the right decision..

i wish u can be independence..